Today, I realized have a need to post my thoughts. As I sit here on my couch alone, watching mind numbing television while a really good book beckons me faithfully... it's quite cold outside. Columbus is barren of leaves and most of its people. Slumbering under the snow, the city beckons me.
Anyways, hello. I'm Dimitry. I just found a piece of paper on my bedstand. It was written a little before my 23rd birthday. One day, I just woke up and knew... the most important things in life. I am pretty sure that any man aware of himself and the world around him should have that, whether its written down, or not. Perhaps I shall look back at this in 10,20,30 years and say "wow, I was dumb back then". Hopefully the future me will think that I was pretty astute.
So, here it is.
Most Top 5 Important Thimgs in Life
1. The company of family and friends.
2. The love of a good woman
3. Being interested in your profession and motivated for success
4. The means to live a comfortable life
5. The health to live
Biggest Fear: loneliness.
I'm not sure what I'm trying to get out of starting a blog. Maybe to share my thoughts, yearnings, frustrations, poetry. Maybe someone will read this and be interested in me. Perhaps just to waste time, avoiding my current plethora of responsibilities. Perchance I just need to vent. Though I have a lots of friends and even a large amount of best friends (I love all of them), I have noone close to me that I confide in or want to burden with my myriad bullshit.
I am a blessed man. I have family and friends. I am a complete extrovert. I have no need to validate myself through other's opinions, but I do validate my existence by the people whose lives I am a part of. Hopefully I have touched their lives and somehow made it better. Either way, my biggest fear is... loneliness. I have not found that second half of me yet, and hope to do so soon... because life is an adventure, and what's an adventure if you don't share it with someone?
My biggest wish is travel. It is amazing. I want to know the world.
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